I know that I have not posted in awhile. I decided today as I moved from reading and commenting on one of my friend's new blogs that I should take this opportunity to plunge back into the writing world.
I got married a year ago today on 10-10-10. It was a whirlwind romance that took a lot of people by surprise. I didn't want to miss my 10's! Too much goodness at one time to pass up! I look back to a year ago and laugh. It was the best decision I have made after saying yes to Jesus. I would love to say that my husband Thaddeus was my choice, but as we both will attest, it was all God.
I am learning so much about sharing life and my whole self with someone else. It most of the time seems effortless because I feel fully accepted and loved. When you feel that way, it really is not only easy, but desirable to open up and let your inside life come out of hiding. I feel whole in a new way.
I also am understanding God in a very different way. The concepts of companionship, security, faithfulness, loyality are taking new shape and seem much more attainable than what I could have imagined them to be. The neat thing about all this is that we are at the beginning. Yes it takes work, but mostly for me it takes surrender and trust, not so much in relationship to my husband, but in relatinship to God. This relationship is on Him. We both know it. There is something extremely comforting about that.
So, that is all I am going to say about that for the moment. I needed this return to the keys and screen. It is time to start putting some of this inside life that has crept out of hiding into black on white.
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